Brian Nelson: Coffee at the Docks

 

Brian Nelson

Unloading Coffee in San Francisco, 1973.

Ed Nelson (my brother) and partner reach into a tight corner, winding up for a 6-foot toss onto a pallet board.

Among the many hands that brought coffee beans from plantations in the developing world to markets in the wealthy countries of North America and Europe in 1973 were those of the Longshoremen working in the holds of cargo vessels on the San Francisco waterfront. I was a Ship Clerk, down in the cargo holds with them, tallying. I took these, and hundreds more photographs, on the waterfront throughout the 1970's.

Brian Nelson. Roy, at the controls of the winches (at right), hoists the load out of the cargo hold. Roy was a London Docker prior to immigrating to San Francisco.

Brian Nelson. Willy Dedoud (aka The Dutchman, who often sang at work) hooks up a pallet down in the Lower Hold, 30 to 50 feet below the Maindeck.

Partners Willy Dedoud and Herman Garcia throw a pallet board on which they will build a load of 12 bags.

Photos and Words by Brian Nelson.
Brian Nelson is a member of the Art Junket. (2017-2022)

Ana Perches: Manos a la Obra!

 

Ana Perches

You deserve a lover who takes away the lies and brings you hope, coffee, and poetry. Frida Kahlo

I paint flowers so they will not die. Frida Kahlo

Ana Perches

“You deserve a lover who makes you feel safe, who can consume this world whole if he walks hand in hand with you; someone who believes that his embraces are a perfect match with your skin.
You deserve a lover who wants to dance with you, who goes to paradise every time he looks into your eyes and never gets tired of studying your expressions.
You deserve a lover who listens when you sing, who supports you when you feel shame and respects your freedom; who flies with you and isn’t afraid to fall.
You deserve a lover who takes away the lies and brings you hope, coffee, and poetry.” ― Frida Kahlo

Ana Perches

In the morning of Saturday, October 3rd, I panicked, “is our salon tomorrow?” I asked myself. Not checking the calendar, I decided, well…let’s try to get started, which I did.

I had an unused frame, 30 in. x 20 in., that I planned to use. First I approached it vertically, then I decided to turn it horizontal because my objective was to showcase Frida’s wardrobe.

On Friday, October 2nd, I had been disappointed at having to cancel my reservation at the de Young Museum where they were featuring Frida’s wardrobe. I canceled my reservation due to poor air quality in the Bay Area, but was able to reschedule October 28th.

About my medium - I’ve been in the collage mode. Partly due to the fact that I don’t feel like drawing and, partly because I haven’t been able to come up with any ideas to paint. So, I’ve been collecting visuals from magazines, old postcards, pamphlets and such. They aren’t always well organized but sort of.

Someone recommended a fantastic découpage glue that I adore (Liquitex, which is superior to Hodge Podge). I like my Cutco scissors which retail for about $100 and which were my mom’s who believed in buying the best. I love cutting and pasting like in elementary school. Okay, so I had plenty of materials.

Manos a la obra! Let’s do it!

I started with a silly sketch of the Mona Lisa, because I planned to merge Frida with Mona (but about 90% Frida) because somehow the theme of becoming was there.

We want to become like someone else but we want to become ourselves. And, what if, what if, what if, Frida had met Mona or had married Da Vinci and what if Diego Rivera had painted Mona Lisa, nude, of course. Now, that’s an idea for another art piece.

Ana Perches

See what a theme like Becoming can do? To sum up Saturday, my first day working on my project, which took me all day,  I got most of it done. The next day I added a few things (worked on it for a couple hours) and today I hope to finish it, but it’s basically done and it will be framed.

I will explain more on how the theme fits in when we meet on October 17th.  

The art and words are by Ana Perches.
Ana Perches, living in Berkeley, California, is a founding member of the Art Junket (2015-2020).
You can see the de Young Museum, “Frida Kahlo: Appearances Can Be Deceiving,” in San Francisco from September 25, 2020 to February 2021.

Taska Sanford: Cicadas Sing

 

Taska Sanford

I don’t really know what it was like when she was born, but I do know what it was like when she died.

That’s the way I always imagined my mom Caroline Gage Sanford was born. (Taska Sanford)

“Wednesday July 15, 1942
Cicadas sang
A young man took a drink
A young woman cursed
A crack of lightning struck and a tiny baby screamed her way into the world.
The little girl thought - Com-on Let’s get this started.”

Taska Sanford

Caroline Gage Stanford


That’s the way I imagined my mom, Caroline Gage Sanford, was born. I don’t really know what it was like when she was born, but I do know what it was like when she died.

I accepted the duty and the privilege to escort her to her death. She died Saturday, July 25th 2020, at home next to her garden just as she planned.

It was cancer, in the time of a pandemic, during lockdown. That part she did not ask for but she accepted it, matter of factly.

1001 Southern Nights

People will either write some form of memorial or at least think of one when they can not sleep in the darkest part of the night. With that in mind, writing this I still felt so disconnected.

As one friend, also going through loss, said it pointedly, “Your first home is now gone.”

Caroline Gage Stanford

The days of raw primal grief felt like the darkest of nights. Alone in my head while the world slept, I wrote this memorial over and over and over.

Because the thought of telling you about how I knew her kept Mom just a little closer, a little warmer, a little less dead.

I then began a transformation. I took on a new identity. I left behind caregiver, daughter, youngest child, and put on the shining, embellished robes of Scheherazade. You remember from One Thousand and One Arabian Nights? Scheherazade was married to a terrible Sultan that married girls only to kill them the next morning and then married again... until Sheherazade arrived. She beguiled the sultan by spinning the greatest stories ever - to keep herself alive day after day.  So I have become Shaherazade telling stories night after night. Stories that keep my mother alive in my heart one more day and then one more day and on and on. 

What story do I tell you? The time in high school in a heated moment when told my very favorite teacher, Mr. Yates, to fuck off? Mom laughed so hard when I told her, she spit out her coca-cola.

Or I could tell you about that day when I was in high school and she said in all seriousness, “Taska, you will need to learn how to make money to buy your own groceries and pay your own rent, but I will always buy you art supplies.”

Caroline Gage Stanford

High school was rough, like it often is, and I had trouble connecting with my dearest friends for a time. I found myself at home in the giant house on West Drive feeling alone but not wanting to go out. Then a new friend came along and reached out to me. Mom, who had worked long hours to set up her own psychology business, now had the time to see her daughter struggling with teenage life. So she stopped being as much of a mother and instead became my friend.

We did so much together that gave me joy and confidence. She taught me to garden, to sing, to call bad drivers “jackass!”

We talked on the phone every week - I mean EVERY week when I left for college. We wrote letters. We took cool art classes together and sent altered art books back and forth across the country.

Caroline Gage Stanford

And then as life progressed my dad died in 2013 and she lost her partner in crime. And because family is family, without batting an eye, Travis, Cedar, and I brought Mom (now Nana) out to California to live with us. When thanking Travis for so readily welcoming my mom, he said he had promised my dad to help her. So we did.

And for the next 6 years while I slid from the role of daughter to mother, my mom constructed a new life out here that was quickly built on music, gardens, art, new friends, and late nights at the bars!

I could also tell you the story about the week when Cecelia came to visit. The cancer was coming down on mom fast and furious. Then her beloved friend and cousin,  Cecilia Chilton, flew into town despite the pandemic. She fired up the iPads and she and Mom attended Augusta Music Camp online. What a phenomenon! I could not believe the strength and vigor mom regained. Her ailing voice returned and she played her guitar again and again.  Then the week ended, July 18th, Cecilia returned home, and mom lay down her guitar…...    

Taska Sanford

Alright Dad, I think we all did our part well with Mom’s last years. Now you and Mom can drive off in the Dodge minivan into the desert, together.

So you see I do have 1001 stories to tell about this amazing woman.

The art books are by Caroline Gage Stanford. The words and photographs are by Taska Sanford.
Taska Sanford, living in the the Bay Area, is a member of Art Junket West (2018-2022).